Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.
Alhamdulillah li ni'matil iman
Alhamdulillah, I've reached the golden 19. A year until I approach 20, means that I'm getting nearer to death. Sometimes I would feel excited as the thought of being a 20 years old comes to mind, but nevertheless everytime I think about it, fear would also come.
Majority of young people nowadays worry about so many things. Unfortunately, I would consider myself to be one of them in that category. As I've adapted to my life as a student, the reality that it will come to an end always scares me. I am one of the coward living in the 21st century. Scared to approach the reality of the life as an adult, particularly the working life.
However, I am also glad that I have Allah. I am glad by the fact that Allah allows me to be reminded of Him everytime I am in the midst of fear and worrisome. Alhamdulillah Allah bless me with good family, good friends and His guidance, which is the most beautiful nikmah.
Syukran. May Allah bless us.